Done Hiding

I'm standing on the ice following the cracks With more than I can carry on my back Guess I'm not the joker in the deck, deck, deck Somewhere on the way I lost my grip The shoes I try to fill, they just don't fit All I know is how to take a hit, hit, hit I start sinking, let the cold in Not a single soul in sight I start sinking, let the cold in Will you drag me out alive Hold my breath and shut my eyes I've been hiding my insides I doubt I will make it No, no I gotta make it I forgot to live my life All my fears in overdrive I doubt I will make it No, no I gotta make it People asking me why I'm not on track I just never cared and that's a fact Guess I'm not the joker in the deck, deck, deck I start sinking, let the cold in Not a single soul in sight I start sinking, let the cold in Will you drag me out alive? As I try to scream I hold my breath and shut my eyes I've been hiding my insides I doubt I will make it No, no I gotta make it I forgot to live my life All my fears in overdrive I doubt I will make it No, no I gotta make it My head is spinning right now I don't know what to think My head is spinning right now My head is spinning right now My head is spinning right now I'm not ready to drown I can feel it, I can feel it It is pulling me down My head is spinning right now I'm not ready to drown I can feel it, I can feel it It is pulling me down Hold my breath and shut my eyes I've been hiding my insides I doubt I will make it No, I gotta make it I forgot to live my life All my fears in overdrive I doubt I will make it No, I gotta make it Hold my breath and shut my eyes I've been hiding my insides I doubt I will make it No, no I gotta make it I forgot to live my life All my fears in overdrive I doubt I will make it But I gotta try, I gotta try, I gotta try