Panic

She just said she love me But I can't love her back Always get anxiety I just had a attack I just need to breathe, I just need to breathe Promise me you won't leave I fall in love then I start to panic I can't control the cards I was handed I can't fall in love cause I have been damaged Not my fault you texted when I was manic I feel lost in my own house I don't know what to do now Sitting alone inside the dark Writing and cooking up new sounds I feel lonely I can't lie But fall in love id rather die Went to sleep to pass the time But I won't wake up when the sun arise I don't wanna cry So I'm getting high I'll just hide alone by myself Look me in the eyes If you wanna try I don't wanna lie to myself I fall in love then I start to panic I can't control the cards I was handed Afraid to fall in love cause I have been damaged Not my fault you texted me I was manic I ain't afraid to ghost you shawty I've done it before But I don't wanna hurt nobody Cause I've done it before I've been getting drunk Cigarette ash all on the floor Hiding from myself, ouh yeah I want more Don't even know what the hell I want If I leave please don't be shocked If we start girl please don't stop We fell off but were back on How long we last girl I don't know We'll leave that for another day Around you baby feels like home Come stay the night over at my place I don't wanna cry So I'm getting high I'll just hide alone by myself Look me in the eyes If you wanna try I don't wanna lie to myself I fall in love then I start to panic I can't control the cards I was handed Afraid to fall in love cause I have been damaged Not my fault you texted me I was manic