Struggle

I sometimes think to when I was young To happier times, but now they have gone I'll try to remember the things that made me smile So, here is a story of how it begun How it has gone, and what is the plan I'll try to remember the things that made me smile And do you even know Oh, what is like to lose a life? Laughing with you needs more time And do you even care What's going on inside my mind? I feel I can't escape, what now? Oh, I struggle remembering your face I wake up, without a smile on my face I notice the world's turning, but I'm stood still And the voices inside of my head Oh, they tell me that I will wind up dead If I continue the path that I'm on Oh, I loved you, but you didn't care I needed you, and you was not there And the world kicked back, it forced me to my knees And do you even care What's going on inside my mind? I feel I can't escape, what now? Oh, I struggle remembering your face I wake up without a smile on my face I notice the world's turning, but I'm stood still And the voices inside of my head Oh, they tell me, that I will wind up dead If I continue the path that I'm on Oh, I love you, but you didn't care I needed you, but you was not there And the world kicked back, it forced me to my knees (Whoa-oh-oh) (Whoa-oh-oh) (Oh-oh-oh) (Whoa-oh-oh) Now I'm older, and the years have been kind I understand, but I'm far from wise I was just a boy, but I just could not cry (whoa-oh-oh) Because I, I didn't care I understand that life's not fair It's not your fault, and I will carry on (whoa-oh-oh) But I struggle remembering your face I look back on what we have made I still remember the things that made me smile You made me smile