Crystals

I'm out tonight Don't know what I'm feeling But it's hard to find Find another reason to stay locked inside The sting cuts much deeper all alone Uncomfortable, that's how I see it Inexplainable, the change of your seasons It's hard to cope with all my regrets still unknown 'Cause my tears turn to crystals in my memory Screams turn to whispers between you & me Pain turns to longing, "Why'd you have to leave?" The dirt that you paid me turned to gold Bruises still there from months ago They'll fade, but I'll take the blame for more For more Know we weren't right But I been failing to remember why Got me wanting to run back the time So we could be mending what we broke It's all in the past Seems like my mind is just trying to outlast The grief and the heartache Gotta act before my sanity implodes 'Cause my tears turn to crystals in my memory Screams turn to whispers between you & me Pain turns to longing, "Why'd you have to leave?" The dirt that you paid me turned to gold Bruises still there from months ago They'll fade, but I'll take the blame for more For more Scream & we fight Let's retire for the night 'Cause by morning time I'll revive us 'Cause my tears turn to crystals in my memory Screams turn to whispers between you & me Pain turns to longing, "Why'd you have to leave?" The dirt that you paid me turned to gold Bruises still there from months ago They'll fade, but I'll take the blame for more For more