I'm Ready

I'm ready to meet him Ready to meet him This that "put your hands together Get on both knees and look up at the sky" type shit Ready to meet him Too much niggas dead, too much niggas dead now Big dogs left the pups, only gettin' fed now Watchin' for the feds now Belly full chow down Fried rice Kung Pao Point the steel let the shot lift ya I could steal like a shop lifta I'm that nigga for real Took a trip down memory lane I got a story to tell It hasn't changed, I'm ready to meet him Just want y'all to relate to me Tomorrow night nigga I'm free I ain't got shit to do tomorrow night You know what I'm sayin'? ([?] smoke that good [?] this one time, shit like that) (Smokin', whatever – whatever [?], you know what I'm sayin'?) (But we in this shit and shit's shit) (You know what, you know what's crazy?) (Let me tell you somethin' crazy) What's up God, how you been? I'm fine I got a few thoughts racin' in my mind and I'm tryin' To find the answers, been good All things considered my son is healthy, he getting' bigger So where's the fear comin' from? It's the enemy, you That make me worried, overthinkin' my struggles, it's you And gettin' nervous, always feelin' in trouble, it's you That would destroy everything in his path Oh my God, my God told me hold his head This goes for the critics who try to judge without knowin' my heart Where you was at when I was hungry? Where you been from the start? When I needed someone to help, they all looked at me buggin' Became a studio rap when everybody was clubbin' I prayed, I had faith had to follow my dreams And wash the face from before, tryin' to come on the scene, on they knees Now you trippin' down memory lane I took the losses by myself, every moment of pain I ain't preachin' I'm just speakin', I'm a spiritual brother Before I ever had a family I started off with my mother Before I ever had a fan I started off with my brother Before the radio, videos, magazine covers, my nigga Take a breath take a step into mines I'm only human, I ain't perfect, but I die before tryin' I lace my boots up, ready for war, my best ability's To be a role model, became a responsibility The zero with the four eyes, pork eye, once was Stay connected through the Heavens past the stars above I used to be afraid now I'm brave enough To talk about my maker and his love I'm ready to meet him Ready to see him, world so cold I ain't complainin' I'm sayin' my heart's so froze Hope you feel every word that I speak I went to church as a youngin', now rappin' is how I preach God bless Take this time out Rest in peace to everybody been lost And every word that I spit May you feel it May it uplift you You lookin' good Playboy I'm happy, I'm blessed We all 'bout to make bread We all 'bout to make some money I can't wait to [?] this new project Alright, say no more [?] I'll hit you tomorrow (Alright [?], be cool baby) (Yeah)