Everything You Wish You Had

If I'm being honest You still sweep like a landslide I'm comparing new lovers To your embrace and punchlines It's the little things, our racing feet, and my wine stained tee It's the cleaners I have never tried To keep that memory close to me If I'm feeling reckless I'll find grounds to call you Make up a reason of why you're the one to talk to Come up with, then bask in, any plot I dream That follows and borrows all your favorite themes I want to know but I don't want to ask If you got your hands on time, would you turn it back? And do you see me in Everything you wish you had? I haven't been open Because I know you're happier Since I left your lips cold You've found someone better I bet they throw large parades that call out your name And when they say that they will stay They really stay I want to know but I don't want to ask If you got your hands on time, would you turn it back? And do you see me in Everything you wish you had? It's not the tablecloth setting It's not them picking up the tab It's not the stare that lingers longer It's not the way they grab my hand It's not the lighting in their kitchen It's not the phrases they don't say It's not the shirt that they're wearing It's not the pictures that they hang It's not the twenty minute drive That feels oh so never ending It's not the jokes that don't land It's not the laughs that I'm faking It's not my heart that I've bordered up So that they can't get through It's just not you I want to know but I don't want to ask If you got your hands on time, would you turn it back? And I gave you up but I can't tell you why And since I walked away, how dare I think to come back? Just know I see you in Everything I wish I had