In a Few Months

In a few months I'll finally go on a date without bringing you up And I won't make a face when someone says your name By then, I won't even hate when people fall in love Like, on a TV screen or right in front of me I won't see a heart balloon and wanna stab it Drive past a wedding and won't wanna crash it I'll be so over you and so far past it Can't wait for that to happen In a few months, I won't miss us But right now, I want you back In a few months, I'll hate your guts Yeah, I'll finally see the bad It feels like I'm about to die, right now, I just need to cry And hope I'll feel better In a few months But right now, that feels like forever Since you left, every day feels like it never ends I can't get out of bed, I'm such a fucking mess There's no point if I tried to go out with my friends I'll get emotional, it's unavoidable I'll see a heart balloon and wanna stab it Drive past a wedding and won't wanna crash it Wish I was over you and already past it I can't wait for that to happen In a few months, I won't miss us But right now, I want you back In a few months, I'll hate your guts Yeah, I'll finally see the bad It feels like I'm about to die, right now, I just need to cry And hope I'll feel better In a few months But right now, that feels like forever I'll be better, I'll see you out And I won't wish we were together I'll be better, like you never Never even hurt me at all Feels like forever, but I'll be better I'll be moving on and this will be whatever I'll be better, like you never Never even hurt me at all In a few months, I won't miss us But right now, I want you back (I want you back) In a few months, I'll hate your guts Yeah, I'll finally see the bad It feels like I'm about to die, right now, I just need to cry And hope I'll feel better In a few months But right now, that feels like forever