I Hope Hell Isn't Real

I've got nothing to live for And she knows that Tear off another prescription So I can get the fuck off of this couch Hmmm My life's so dull from these drugs So I can meet the perceptions of me Are my eyes bleeding from the sun, or is it just my reflection? I can't tell, but all I know is that- We're all so fucked up But that's okay with me And my mind's still numb from narcissistic dreams If that's how we really feel I hope that hell isn't real, yeah Guess I'm alright when I'm laying in bed You're feeling my dreams, I'll flick over my friends I try my best but I don't do well Participation trophies all up on my shelf Got a big mouth that shoots like a gun Bet I'll be in hell when it's all said and done And I can't even tell you at least to have fun All my bad thoughts I can never outrun My life's so dull from these drugs So I can meet the perceptions of me Are my eyes bleeding from the sun, or is it just my reflection? I can't tell, but all I know is that- We're all so fucked up But that's okay with me And my mind's still numb from narcissistic dreams If that's how we really feel I hope that hell isn't real