Better Chemicals

Another night Leaves up in my head, leaves me in my dread Recycling the bad dreams So can you tell me how to make it stop short of being dead? Mouth is hanging open, shot eyes are full of lead I just wanna let you know sometimes I don't let it show I need better chemicals, I know 'Cause nothing helps anymore, oh no I need better chemicals to show You that I can be more Another me Free from hurting you, but I guess that's what I do I'm stuck here in this complex And I can't separate the side of me that's putting up the walls I don't wanna lie, so I just don't pick up the call I wish I could let you know sometimes I don't let it show I need better chemicals, I know 'Cause nothing helps anymore, oh no I need better chemicals to show You that I can be more, oh oh Break me down and cut me up This can never be enough Break me down and cut me up My soul, my bones Break me down and cut me up This can never be enough Break me down and cut me up My curse, my hope Break me down and cut me up This can never be enough Break me down and cut me up My soul, my bones Break me down and cut me up This can never be enough Break me down and cut me up My curse, my hope I need better chemicals, I know 'Cause nothing helps anymore, oh no I need better chemicals to show You that I can be more, oh oh (I need better chemicals, I know) (I need better chemicals, I know)