I Wanna Feel Good

I swear I try I do the best that I can To keep together when I know that I can't, now I've been afraid to make it clear when I should, but I wanna feel good I wanna feel good I woke up tired, I'm not feeling myself Who said that glass of wine was good for my health? I've taken every B vitamin and juice on the shelf, but None of that ever helps Yea, I told my therapist I'm going through hell Try meditating when you're feeling unwell (wow) It's been a month and I keep asking myself Why I keep taking these L's I swear I try I do the best that I can To keep together when I know that I can't, now I've been afraid to make it clear when I should, but I wanna feel good I wanna feel good I've had it up to here with self-doubt and these second thoughts I'm tired of pretending to be someone that I'm not I'm letting go of holding on to lessons that I've lost, or That I knew and soon forgot I swear I try I do the best that I can To keep together when I know that I can't, now I've been afraid to make it clear when I should, but I wanna feel good I wanna feel good Lately it's been a little harder to sleep With all these fears and worries following me, yeah I've always been a little misunderstood, but I wanna feel good I wanna feel good (Only miss the sunshine on the days that it rains) I wanna feel good I wanna feel good