Blue

It's like bad milk on your night stand Something awful that you can't let go to waste An old soul you can't let go Ten fingers wrapped around your throat They say you get what you give But I can't give shit I'm stuck in this trench Counting all my sins You want what I'm not Well here's what I've got Another sad song From my fucked up thoughts (Argh, they never stop) I can't make something pretty When everybody's listening I thought I wanted to But everything around me's blue It comes and goes so swiftly Tells me no-one will miss me I never know the truth When everything around me is blue (Ah yeah, I'm blue, yeah) Get pushed in these ditches Reopening stitches for days Bet you all think I just throw Salt in my wounds just for my own amusement, okay (And I bet you will all leave when) I can't make something pretty When everybody's listening I thought I wanted to But everything around me's blue It comes and goes so swiftly Tells me no-one will miss me I never know the truth When everything around me is So transactional, just a fraction of What it was So transactional, just a fraction of What it was And I'm fucking spent! Oh They say you get what you give But that don't mean shit 'Cause selling my sins Never made me rich I can't make something pretty When everybody's listening I thought I fucking wanted to But everything around me's blue It comes and goes so swiftly Tells me no-one will miss me I never know the truth When everything around me is blue (Everything around me's blue) Inside there's something missing Can't say that life is pretty When I lie with you You know there's nothing I can do And if tomorrow's empty I know you'll be there to kiss me Leave a mark or two To show them all that I'm with you