Smile Now Cry Later

Smile now cry later I tell myself it'll all be better I can't forget that I hate you The more I tell my self It makes me hate your smile I'm wasting time Will I feel alive if I hold it in At nights when I can't sleep Makes me wonder again Wait for me I want to believe It's all because of you that I'm breathing What if I lose you Will I wake and see I don't know anymore If I let go of you now it's over I'm just trying to fight it I want to try before it's too late I have a blank sheet of paper In front of me and it's waiting For me to write something down but later I'll look away If I would ask you for another favor Will you make me feel safer I'll smile now and cry later But the flavor of you kills me If you can stop this Then try to stop it I'm losing my mind but I'm holding on Wait for me how long was I dreaming It's all because of you that I'm breathing What if I lose you Will I wake and see I don't know anymore If I let go of you now it's over I'm just trying to fight it Still far away I'm looking for you For something new I'm coming home So take me home I'm coming home Just make me yours I'm coming home Let me feel you close Now it feels like home