Antisocial

(I'm not antisocial, social) (I'm not antisocial) Posin', postin', hate what I've become I look like a carbon copy of what I'm runnin' from All my friends are different since we met I forgot they only know me through the internet Now every day I wake up, makeup Wait, I'm talkin' to a camera Every day's an existential crisis Is this who I am now? (Is this who I am now?) I'm not antisocial Just misunderstood I'm at your disposal And I don't feel so good Still my mother's daughter, still somebody's ex I've been treadin' water, in over my head So, I'm not antisocial Just misunderstood Introverted, extroverted like I wish I could change it, fake it, be another type Does anyone know what they're doin' here? 'Cause I've been drownin' in doubt Waitin' for the storm to clear Every night I'm anxious, overthinkin' Talkin' in my sleep now (talkin' in my sleep now) Every night I spiral like a cyclone Is this really me now? (Oh, because) I'm not antisocial Just misunderstood I'm at your disposal And I don't feel so good Still my mother's daughter, still somebody's ex I've been treadin' water, in over my head So, I'm not antisocial Just misunderstood (Antisocial) you know, you know, you know I'm not I'm not antisocial, social You know, you know, you know I'm not I'm not antisocial, social (I'm not antisocial, social) (I'm not antisocial, social)