I’m never enough

8 by 8 bedroom, I lay as I hear the rain fall

Cracks in the ceiling, chipped paint, and no windows at all

Keep to myself, lock the door, blast the TV, I’m done

In hibernation, body temperature’s dropping to none

You’re holding me down, kick me around, make me unstable

Don’t use common sense, it’s all a mess, try not to enable you

In my brain, manipulate, intimidate, every day, it’s all the Same

Invalidate, retaliate, incriminate, it’s all the same stuff, I’m always to blame and I’m never enough

(I'm never enough)

Steps in the hallway, no sunlight, just LEDs

Can’t count the times I had to tell you what you mean to me

Try not to provoke and I’m feeling us slipping away

Idealization, all I know how to do is just stay here

You’re holding me down, kick me around, make me unstable

Don’t use common sense, it’s all a mess, try not to enable you

In my brain, manipulate, intimidate, every day, it’s all the Same

Invalidate, retaliate, incriminate, it’s all the same stuff, I’m always to blame and I’m never enough

Underestimate, instigate, dominate, every day, it’s all the same

I negotiate, deliberate, can’t concentrate, it’s all the same stuff, I’m always to blame and I’m never enough

Oh

I’m never enough

I’m always to blame and I’m never enough