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I don't wanna be Just another cookie cutter I know I will Find my canvas, let me have this! Struggle to find a blank page In a book with your name on the top of it Erasing parts that we hate Leaving behind a collage of words and thoughts in it Take more pictures Then you'll see what made you unsure This scene's not mine I missed an entrance, oh with my chance! Sometimes the night feels like the day Sometimes beginnings feel a hell of a lot like an end Picking apart what I say And you're returning every message that I've tried to send Trying to find meaning behind The words upon a page Is grinding my thoughts to my bones Spend my whole life trying to find What everybody knows If this isn't real, then tell me why I can't let it go Contemplating Reasons to deny my treasons You won't let me Get too far past charted stars Struggle to find a blank page In a book with your name on the top of it Erasing parts that we hate Leaving behind a collage of words and thoughts in it Trying to find meaning behind The words upon a page Is grinding my thoughts to my bones Spend my whole life trying to find What everybody knows If this isn't real, then tell me why I can't let it go I kissed you against a brick wall Missing class to hold you down the hall And if everything was as it's been I'd know you more than just in my head Trying to find meaning behind The words upon a page Is grinding my thoughts to my bones Spend my whole life trying to find What everybody knows If this isn't real, then tell me why I can't let it go I don't wanna be What you always thought you saw in me