Tekst Utworu
Hardest song I had to ever write
Hardest song I had to ever write
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Why I feel like ima die before I can get all my words out
Actions move in silence so I gotta let the verbs out
Why my grandma say I can never let the words out
Now I'm looking like dummy chasing all the birds now
Everything thing would be so different if Barbra was still alive
Reggie probably felt like my momma when her momma died
Why I feel like I can never be complete without my pride
How come when I writing this I feeling water in my eyes
Why I feel like ima die alone when time it always flies
Why a bitty tryna infiltrate my mind and compromise
Why I feel like I got questions god don't even wanna answer
Why Izetta die from cancer why I feel like satans dancer
Why I feel like my memory bad because of all the trauma
Add some bitter to the tea like I'm drinking Arnold Palmer
Why I live inside a country were people can't get along
Why my grandma had to die before I could get her on a song (Damn)
I remember your last moments
We all miss you
I'm okay being alone so why sometimes my heartaches
I feel Tweekeen is alone because of Tweekeens mistakes
Why my nigga had to die from the same pills I was takin
Why the year I found happiness my precious queen was taken
Why my homies death's always come in intervals of 5
Why I feel like my biggest enemy is stuck inside my mind
Why whenever jahz hit me I always make sure she's okay
Why rello on my mind when I wished him the illest fate
I feel good inside my heart but my head just wanna debate
I Ain't felt god in so long feel like I ain't seeing the gates
Insecurities anxiety's vulnerability quietly
Tweekeen is always hiding me Alias is the bravery
Took my heart with the thievery
People never believe me
I feel down so frequently
Askin Ari what she see in me
Maya Angelou vibes
Somehow I still gotta rise
I just found some extra time
Let me tell you what's on my mind
Tell you what's on my mind
Let me tell you what's on my mind
All I think about is time
You ever seen a body drop that nigga take his last breath
First time saying it that was almost me last year
I thank god for the people that stayed around to save me
I was lonely in my mind but trauma is what saved me
If I didn't call probably would've veered off
Took my foot and pushed off y'all would've been pissed off
But what y'all gotta understand dying was not in the plan
Wheel I took off my hands I just wished that it was the end
But now I got a third chance (now I got a third chance)
Now I got a third dance (now I got a third)
And I won't waste it (and I won't waste it)
And I won't waste it (and I won't waste it)
This the beginning of a journey better buckle up
I'm alone but it's okay better toughen up
Thank you for riding with me
If you listen all the way you not my fan now you my family (My family)
My Family
Ari: "I'll hang out with friends and feel like I feel like I'm like super happy I'm like hella funny you know I'm making people laugh and like wow okay why is that when you get home when your by yourself you're like losing your shit you know I mean I necessarily don't bet that but... I don't know"
Writer(s): Treshaun Crumpler
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