Sick of It

I'm sick of sitting here on the weekends Spending my time in the deep end Waiting for Something to pull me from the pretend Ready for Things to change I'm lying half awake Days pass without a change I keep on running in the same place I want out I'm in this constant state Loathing my past mistakes This year there's gonna be a difference Make it out I'm sick of sitting here on the weekends Spending my time in the pretend Waiting for Something to pull me from the deep end Ready for Things to change I'm sick of sitting here in the silence Looking for a little bit of guidance Is it Healthy for me to feel like this Ready for Things to change Well I'm good at playing nice I've done what I've been told I'm sick of chasing down the same dream It's getting old Start on a brand new slate So I'll cut right to the chase This year I'm gonna make some headway Make it out I'm sick of sitting here on the weekends Spending my time in the pretend Waiting for Something to pull me from the deep end Ready for Things to change I'm sick of sitting here in the silence Looking for a little bit of guidance Is it Healthy for me to feel like this Ready for Things to change Cause I keep on waiting for that moment Days go by I can't ignore it Sick of wishing for more time I'm sick of sitting here on the weekends Spending my time in the pretend Waiting for Something to pull me from the deep end Ready for Things to change I'm sick of sitting here in the silence Looking for a little bit of guidance Is it Healthy for me to feel like this Ready for Things to change I'm sick of siting here on the weekends Spending my time in the pretend Something to pull me from the deep end Ready for things to change I'm ready for things I'm sick of sitting here in the silence