You Lose

She is acting different I can see it in her eyes Whenever we're together there's a demon in disguise A message from god that looks coming from the skies Talking to the others but she's seeing other guys I don't think that she's even ready yet The feelings that I have have started feeling kinda heavy She treats it like a game and she pulls out the confetti I told her I don't play but I like to keep it steady I think that she loves me because she is getting money She's breaking through my heart but I don't think it is funny I'm drowning in the things that I never wish was real I'm singing my emotions how I really start to feel She is acting different I can see it in her eyes Whenever we're together there's a demon in disguise A message from god that looks coming from the skies Talking to the others but she's seeing other guys I'm down in these emotions on nothing but a pill All these types of feelings that I wish that I could kill All these types of feelings I don't know what is the deal Watching how my life is turning watching how it peels Pain, pain, I don't wanna feel it Pain, pain, I don't wanna feel it Pain, pain, I don't wanna feel it Pain, pain, I don't wanna feel it Pain, pain, I don't wanna feel it Pain, pain, I don't wanna feel it Pain, pain, I don't wanna feel it Pain, pain, I don't wanna feel it