Snow Angel

First to arrive, last to leave What's misery without company? It's hard to laugh when it's hard to breathe It's white outside but red underneath Feel the tip of my nose It's burning but it's ice-cold I'll make it through the winter if it kills me I can make it faster if I hurry I'll angel in the snow until I'm worthy But if it kills me, I tried, if it kills me Smiles hide what secrets keep Can't tell a lie if you never speak Look in the mirror, she looks like me But half alive and twice as weak Feel the tip of my nose It's burning but it's ice-cold I'll make it through the winter if it kills me I can make it faster if I hurry I'll angel in the snow until I'm worthy But if it kills (kills) me, I tried, if it kills me I tried so hard, I came so far I met a boy, he broke my heart I blame him 'cause it's easier But I still look for him in her The seasons change, addiction's strange I loved back then what I hate today I wish I went a different way But if I went back, I would do the same I'll make it through the winter if it- But why does it go slower when I-? I'll angel in the snow until I'm (worthy) worthy If it kills me, I tried, if it kills me, I-