poison

I, I'm holding my breath Awaiting my death And it feels so close to me I, I'm full of regret In over my head And I've got no remedy I don't wanna cry when I'm thinking too much But I don't know a life where it isn't too much And not enough I'm in the water Far from the surface Fighting is useless How can I do this? It's getting harder Finding a purpose Inviting the voices I'm my own poison Lost, away from it all Who's there to call When I'm my own enemy? I don't wanna cry when I'm thinking too much But I don't know a life where it isn't too much But still never enough I'm in the water Far from the surface Fighting is useless How can I do this? It's getting harder Finding a purpose Inviting the voices I'm my own poison I'm in the water Holding my own hand But I know it's pointless I'm my own poison