It all seems so familiar, unwanted feelings flood back in

Guess going through it the first time wasn't enough, I just can't win

I didn't ask for this, thought I was healing

Shutting out everyone, memories taking space again

Playing games with PTSD

This post traumatic madness got a hold on me

Knows no boundaries, comes and goes as it pleases

Playing games with PTSD

Haunting, breaking, crowding me, dealing with PTSD

Overthinking constantly, I'm dealing with PTSD

Like when I'm bare faced and don't hear I'm pretty, and they forget the "I", only say "Love you"

Or when I drive down the freeway, hearing those songs I didn't queue

I hate this questioning, I should be feeling

But every time I move too fast, the insecurities come back

Playing games with PTSD

This post traumatic madness got a hold on me

Knows no boundaries, comes and goes as it pleases

Playing games with PTSD

Haunting, breaking, crowding me, dealing with PTSD

Overthinking constantly, I'm dealing with PTSD

I'm in my head again, won't stop from pounding loud like thunder

But I'll drown out the noise, I won't let it drag me under anymore

Playing games with PTSD

This post traumatic madness got a hold on me

Knows no boundaries, comes and goes as it pleases

Playing games with PTSD

Haunting, breaking, crowding me, dealing with PTSD

Overthinking constantly, I'm dealing with PTSD

Say that I'm fine, little white lie, blame it on PTSD

Spend some nights cryin', know I'll be alright, dealing with PTSD