I used to hold my head a little differently.

But over the years it's got the better of me.

Jealousy, slowly takes its toll, to a place I know I can't control.

I've stopped to think of what has lead me here

A time when hope just never seemed sincere.

Some clarity, a broken dream, the realisation, it's not for me.

I think I'm getting better

I think I'll finally see

I've been a god damn mess and it's the god damn best for me

Got something on my chest and I've got nothing left to lose.

I can't figure out, I can't put it down, to another night of standing all alone in the crowd

That I'm a god damn mess and it's the god damn best for me

So now I'm here, and if tomorrow I'm not.

Whose been the one around me really calling the shots?

It's been a god damn nightmare feeling the same, year after year, but not saying a fucking thing.

I think I'm getting better

I think I finally see.

I've been a god damn mess and it's the god damn best for me

Got something on my chest and I've got nothing left to lose.

I can't figure out, I can't put it down, to another night of standing all alone in the crowd

That I'm a god damn mess and it's the god damn best for me

best for me

I've been beaten again

Left blown in the wind

I'll never say never again

say never again

I've been a god damn mess but it's the god damn best for me

Got something on my chest and I've got nothing left to lose.

I can't figure out, I can't put it down, to another night of standing all alone in the crowd

That I'm a god damn mess and it's the god damn best for me

I've been a god damn mess and it's the god damn best for me

Got something on my chest and I've got nothing left to lose.

cause can't figure out, and I can't put it down, to another night of standing all alone in the crowd

cause I'm a god damn mess but it's the god damn best for me