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I'm trying to get my voice heard I feel like I don't deserve this Tell me was all of this worth it? Bringing me here What is my purpose? I carry the weight On my shoulders And I cannot wait For this to be over And I feel like I don't deserve this And I can't decide, blessings or curses What do you want me to feel? This house, in my head isn't real What do you want me to say? Glass by the door and blood on the handle You gave me more than I could handle I'm trying so hard So hard not to care This place is alright But it's so dark in here, here So why do I feel I feel like a burden Keep telling myself that Maybe I've earned it What do you want me to feel? This house, in my head isn't real What do you want me to say? Glass by the door and blood on the handle You gave me more than I could handle You gave me more than I could handle You gave me more than I could handle