(You don't have to hate me, I already do)
If I fell in love with my sadness
Would it leave me too?
Thoughts that I won't just confess
I stay strong for you
'Cause everyone ends up leaving
When I open up 'bout my feelings
If I told you the real truth
Would it be too much for you?
You don't have to hate me
I already do
I pick myself apart
Till there's nothing left to lose
Wish I could forgive me
The way I do with you
I rip out my own heart
Till there's nothing left to lose
Nothing left to lose
Nothing left to lose
Nothing left to lose
Nothing left to lose
If I fell in love with my sadness
Would it leave me too?
Try to pretend I'm not a mess
As long as I'm with you
So I fake it till I break
I think I'm a mistake
If you ask me to leave you
Don't expect me to
You don't have to hate me
I already do
I pick myself apart
Till there's nothing left to lose
Wish I could forgive me
The way I do with you
I rip out my own heart
Till there's nothing left to lose
Nothing left to lose
Nothing left to lose
Nothing left to lose
Nothing left to lose
