Unruly

I spend my life in the back of the bar Get me an uber cause I can't drive my car I'm so damn high, I feel like I'm with stars They call me crazy but you are what you are I spent my life feeling like I'm at war Cause I be hurting deep inside from the core Spent my last money on some zigs at the store I'm depressed I confess This shit's a mess Yeah, I'm depressed I remember when things used to be so good And I remember when things used to seem so cool And I can't seem to get back to the mood Of the old me but this new me is truly Unruly Yeah, when you got so much time on your hands You can go kinda berserk in your head I just wanna feel what is real Cause all this shit that's around me ain't real I can't seem to get out of my head And I can't seem to get out of my bed Fake ass love and these people coming around Using me till I'm fucking broken down I'm depressed I confess This shit's a mess Yeah, I'm depressed I remember when things used to be so good And I remember when things used to seem so cool And I can't seem to get back to the mood Of the old me but this new me is truly Unruly I gotta snort some coke, just to pull myself together, yeah And I gotta smoke some weed, just to make myself feel better Cause I can't take it no more I'm heading straight into my war zone And when I reach the peak I hope God just brings me home I'm so depressed and I'm drowning in my mess and I'm all alone I must confess, I'm a motherfucking mess Where the hell do I go I wanna cry Don't wanna try I wanna lie Inside my mind Rather be blind Than see the light Turn off the light Turn off the lights Turn off the motherfucking lights, please