To Utopia

What, oh To utopia, to utopia Why is the skyline, distorting It must be fake Fear, deep within, motion, deafening Nothing, this is the end of that part of me Fear, deep within, motion, deafening Nothing, this is the end of that part of me I've seen it in another lie, disguised by another time I'll wave goodbye to my own life, away, away, away Dystopia until you die, oh never, ever, ever mind I'll wave goodbye to my own life away, away, away Testing all the insecurities that make up me, your Testing all the insecurities that make up me, your Faded, walking around like I'm in a disguise I'm so faded Walking around like there is a part of me Back up against the wall again And I won't pretend that I can't defend Back up against the wall again And I won't pretend that I can't defend I see it in your face that you won't replace the hate Waking up everyday in a fake state Back up against the wall again And I won't pretend that I can't defend So why you looking at me? You will see, everything, you can be Everything you can be You will see, everything, you can be Everything you can be, you You're nothing This is the part where you move What, what's up I've seen it in another lie, disguised by another time I'll wave goodbye to my own life, away, away, away Dystopia until you die, oh never, ever, ever mind I'll wave goodbye to my own life away, away, away Pretend it's ok, pretend it's ok Oh, what's up