Loose Ends

It's been days now My eyelids quiver The room it shivers Disrupting every straight line And then my sight drifts Everything shifts I'm flung from side to side Nothing to calm the air Watch out for the unease hiding in the truth Better huddle up and sway To the beat of my migraine Watch out for the unease hiding in the truth Better huddle up and sway To the beat of my migraine Always picking up stranger's bits Mould them into existence It's been days now I roam the outskirts Keep far from the middle On one of many train lines And then my sight drifts Everything shifts I'm flung from side to side Nothing to calm the air Watch out for the unease hiding in the truth Better huddle up and sway To the beat of my migraine Watch out for the unease hiding in the truth Better huddle up and sway To the beat of my migraine Always picking up stranger's bits Mould them into existence It is hit or miss Always picking up stranger's bits Mould them into existence It is hit or miss I leave and I reappear On a ground so unstable I'm reeling and I can't take it I can't take it All is shaken up from deep inside Every night I close my eyes to a different room Twist and writhe, then I wake up to a different view But when I peek through the blinds I'll only find the same world that I tried to leave behind I've been scraping bits and pieces off the sidewalk Over all these years, created me, a many-faced feeble thing All my words unravel as I speak and I might be going crazy I'm reeling and I can't take it I can't take it, I can't take it anymore Nothing is right, nothing is right I open the door, get smashed by the sun Can't walk on my own but now I really need to run Leave then reappear Leave then reappear Leave then reappear Leave then reappear Leave then reappear Leave then reappear Leave then reappear