Left In October

All my subconscious desires Are locked in place Hidden away during the day light But it finds a way to creep and bleed into my waking mind And all these thoughts of you I can't have Fill up and haunt my head at 3am Put it all away Fiddling with my heart like a violin And I just want to end it Cause you left in October Your the incubus in my dreams Intrusive thoughts crowding up the scene Anything for some stimulation Cause my life is rather dull And your just lighting it all up And all these thoughts of you I can't have Fill up and haunt my head at 3am Put it all away Fiddling with my heart like a violin And I just want to end it Cause you left in October And I'm left here standing all alone And I don't love you I'm just lustful and lonely Looking for somebody who understands me And all these thoughts of you I can't have Fill up and haunt my head at 3am Put it all away Fiddling with my heart like a violin And I just want to end it Cause you left in October But what if I don't really want to But what if I But what if I don't really want to