Tryna to be a good girl

Try to do what my mama told (me)

Try to please everybody

But thats like running in slow motion, need to go fast (go fast) I can't focus when it's like that

Cocking my gun, the burden of pain

Fuck em' mouth-breathers

Poisoning my fun fucking with my soul like ether

Pressured to play the role they demanded

Fake a smile and take the blame for the damage

45 meters down

Starting to hallucinate

Drowning in the ocean of my own fears

45 meters down

You know it's getting late now It's getting late

Though I seem shy you better doctor Jekyll n hyde your ass Get caked up I wake up and I can't seem to fill in the gaps Deep down I'm bad shit crazy

Gas-sa-light you into loving me, baby

Easy

Meet me in the garden

Where I'm snacking on the apples This is ecstasy

(Ecstasy yeah)

Easy

Meet me in the garden

Where I'm snacking on the apples This is ecstasy

People pleaser People pleaser

Ain't nobody rooting for a stranger

All that starring like you looking for a change, huh? Ain't nobody rooting for a stranger

Don't nobody wanna see a woman angry Don't nobody ever really got a plan b

Ain't nobody rooting for a stranger

Ohhhhhh Uhhhhhh Uhhhhhhh

Killing off the good guys

Fillin' up my cup with they tears

Billy the kid, take a sip n watch me dip outta here See me go fast

Lashing out for the outcasts, looking so fine

Even the blind know I'm posing for the wanted poster Two .44's singing it ain't over

Moonwalkin' in my bloody loafers

Till I drop a gear and disappear to Rhodos

Easy

Meet me in the garden

Where I'm snacking on the apples This is ecstasy

Easy

Meet me in the garden

Where I'm snacking on the apples This is ecstasy (ecstasy)

Yeaaaaaahhhhh