HOME SICK, Pt. 2

(Lilz produced this beat) Ask me never Shit, my love with my brother, I don't trust people (I don't trust people) Time to put myself first, I helped enough people (I swear) Me and my BM was so close, but now she's so evil (she's so evil) Free say on death row, they tryna inject them lethal (say please) Never asked for no help, but you know I need you (you know I need you) Never asked for no help, but you know I need you (never ask though) All these mixed signs you showing make it hard to read you (hard to) I hate rats, I hate snakes and I hate a weasel (with pigs to) Flight in the a.m. ain't a morning person (I ain't though) Wifey say I'm never home, she say I'm always working (I'm sorry bae) Call God a few times, I guess his phone that's broken (pray for me) Remember locked in the county, one phone working It's like 80 of us, survivor or the fittest (power) Like I got necks on that phone, oh we gotta get it (strap up) Reputation, ay dang, when you in that prison (you gotta stand up) Remember that courtroom, empty when I got sentenced (I felt the pain nigga) Nobody love me (no), beef it with my mother (beef it with my mother) Stay babysitter, jail cell with my brother (and it's facts bro) Me and star share the soup, they wanna see us suffer (I'm starving innit) Know she left when I was down, man I could you come Any time I go to jail, I feel all alone (all alone) Call my daughter and she ask me when I'm coming home (I'm coming home) I say soon, but I don't know when I'm coming home (I don't know mom) 'Cause I'm locked in with some niggas, I ain't coming home (for real) I stay solid, yeah I'm solid like a fucking stone (ten stones) Remember how them bitches treat you when you got the throne (remember) But when you down, them hoes ain't got no minutes on the phone (I swear it though) So when I got a good girl, I always treat her wrong (fuck the bitch up) I do, said I do I do, said I do I blame my past, make me sceptical about these bitches (blame my past) Blame my past, make me sceptical about these niggas (blame my past) Trust issues, I don't wanna make the wrong decisions (I don't wanna) People snakes, I can sense the venom in they system Blades cut the whole hood, the niggas still venom (damn) He got life, you sent kites to show you still with him (see you around) It's obvious me and these niggas, we was built different Wish I was dead when bro got killed, I'da got killed with him (for my baby) Loyalty is everything, I scream it every song But done bad by these hoes, so I do them wrong Ain't perfect, see I admit I got some human flaws (I know) Rather beef with my bitch than beef with my dog Like do you like me if you let me catch me when I fall? Oh, you only fucking with me 'cause you see me ball You good with a couple MCs, I don't need it all He got life, he got a child, you never seen before It's real I said it's real It's real I don't even understand this shit, y'all right This ain't just music, it's real life, reality Today time I go to jail, I feel alone Call my daughter and she ask me if I'm coming home I say soon, but I don't know when I'm coming home 'Cause I'm locked up with some niggas, they ain't coming home I stay solid, yeah I'm solid like a fucking stone Remember how them bitches treat you when you got the throne And when you down them hoes, ain't got no minutes on the phone That's why I got a good girl, always treating her wrong And I do Swear I do I do Yeah, I do I do, I do, I do Home sick, home sick, home sick