Mind telling me false things cause I'm anxious

Only tryna worry bout me when I'm anxious

Never have control over me when I'm anxious

Never have responsibility when I'm anxious

Gotta shield my ears from the devil when I'm anxious

Faith is always smaller than a pebble when I'm anxious

Life is getting so difficult cause I'm anxious

Push away responsibility and the people who around me

Never really check on me it seems like

Support can only work from my end

Can a **** depend on a **** when I'm in the deep end, yeah

Looking at the way I look at life it's like a never ending race

The war is won with pace am I chasing ghost

Poppa looking at me like I'm a disgrace

If that's the case, I guess he found another way to disgrace

Mood swings coming hard, I might strike out

I'm feeling life-like, but I'm tryna take the like out

Going to therapy cause I don't wanna take the psych route

Doing my own thing, motivated by my self-doubt yeah

Seasonal anxiety from, last years trauma

Wasn't thinking bout the wreck, wasn't thinking bout no drama

Tried to fight it but the struggle only makes it worse

Searching for solutions, keep improving on my mind state cause

I hate the fighting

I feel all the emotion that's surrounding all my daily needs

Eating what my soul feeds

I'm tryna dodge every diss completely thrown at me

And I feel in debt, wondering if I can pay the fee

I feel indifferent

I'm wondering if should care or should I stop caring for the ones who brought me to this dark place

A **** tryna make it out, I'm far away from the race

Really feeling like I'm in last place cause I'm anxious

Mind telling me false things cause I'm anxious

Only tryna worry bout me when I'm anxious

Never have control over me when I'm anxious

Never have responsibility when I'm anxious

Gotta shield my ears from the devil when I'm anxious

Faith is always smaller than a pebble when I'm anxious

Life is getting so difficult cause I'm anxious

Push away responsibility and the people who around me

Never really check on me it seems like

Support can only work from my end

Can a **** depend on a **** when I'm in the deep end, yeah