Call Me Back

(What went wrong?) Running on empty, I waited years in a past life Running out of rope and the water's high I drowned for you and I didn't regret it Don't text me back in the afterlife Needed the time, I didn't realize I had it all along, can't take my own advice Conflated, filling the gaps for love And it's obvious That I'm caved in and breaking up But I know it's good I know it's good Though it's over now In my dreams, you call me back But I hope you don't I hope you don't, uh I hope you're gone and lost in better days I've been watching the time, how it erodes away Thinking 'bout how the last years feel like yesterday How did I lose grip on it? Honest, been falling through nightmares light-years away And doing my best to keep those thoughts at bay And finding my highlights in the loudest places And strangers' faces, getting caught up in the race of it (How did we get lost, overgrown?) And walking through the clearing crowd If we took our chances (when it's time to go) But we exchanged glances, yeah Call it in the moment (when did I lose all this love?) And walking down the road that I grew up on And falling out of habits Stopped bleeding for empathy's sake And it's obvious That I'm caved in and breaking up But I know it's good Know it's good (oh, ooh) Though it's over now In my dreams, you call me back But I hope you don't I hope you don't 'Cause I don't need you to tell me (I'm walking through the clearing) (Breaking, breaking up) I, I don't need you to tell me that I don't need you to tell me that (and walking down the road that I grew up on) Oh, I don't need you to tell me It's okay, I'm going I'm searching for what I am now Find you if it's urgent Or if I'm hurting more than I am now And we'll come back here someday And laugh about it, memories that don't know How it felt like I was burning while you weren't watching Took everything I loved Now nowhere feels like home (home) Now nowhere feels like home (home) Now nowhere feels like home Yeah Ooh Now nowhere feels like home Been a long life, still got mad time Took a wrong right on it last time Through the long night, made it out alright Told my brother, "Hold tight" Sometimes, I can feel it Sometimes, I still Sometimes, I feel Sometimes Now nowhere feels like, nowhere feels like home (oh) Now nowhere feels like home, nowhere feels like home Now nowhere feels like home (nowhere feels like home) Nowhere feels like–