What's Wrong with Me

I don't have a broken heart 'Cause I won't let anyone get that far I'm not even emotionally scarred 'Cause no one's been strong enough to break my walls down Maybe I fucked up in a past life and I'm paying for it now 'Cause I think I've never felt love, and I'm scared I'll never find out I just wanna be happy I keep getting in my own way But my mind won't let me 'Cause I'd rather be lonely and play it safe Here I go again Turning away all the best men Telling them we're better off as friends Mm, what's wrong with me? I push you away the second you get too close It's probably 'Cause I can't believe you would love me for me when I don't I'll walk out before you get a chance to leave 'Cause if I stay I'm scared you'll see What's wrong with me? Call me irrational Just tryna be vocal and talk about it I'm really good at lonely Push down my feelings, keep dancing around it I won't let him open the door, I can do it myself (can do it myself) But, God it would be so nice if I could just let someone help Mm, what's wrong with me? I push you away the second you get too close It's probably 'Cause I can't believe you would love me for me when I don't I'll walk out before you get a chance to leave 'Cause if I stay I'm scared you'll see What's wrong with me? (I just wanna be happy, I keep getting in my own way) What's wrong with me? (But my mind won't let me, 'cause I'd rather be lonely and play it safe) (Here I go again, turning away all the best men) What's wrong with me? (Telling them we're better off as friends) Here I go again Self-sabotaging Why do I see the end before it even begins? Make the same excuses Don't know why I do it Maybe someday I'll get out of my own head What's wrong with me? I push you away the second you get too close It's probably 'Cause I can't believe you would love me for me when I don't I'll walk out before you get a chance to leave 'Cause if I stay I'm scared you'll see What's wrong with me? (I just wanna be happy, I keep getting in my own way) What's wrong with me? (But my mind won't let me, 'cause I'd rather be lonely and play it safe) what's wrong with me? (Here I go again, turning away all the best men) (Telling them we're better off as friends) What's wrong with me?