Reasons I Can't Sleep

I asked if you love me Praying you wouldn't Anything than "no" is Purgatory, I couldn't Bare another day of this Wondering why hatred Smokes from your ears Oh It's cruel isn't it? Everything Reasons why I can't sleep It doesn't have to be tragic If there isn't a bullet between my teeth There should be grass under my toes I think to the days when we were sweet Holding a bomb with miles of string Waiting for the next time it's crumbling If I'm helping Why am I crying? Hold my breath as I ask if you love me Praying you wouldn't Anything than "no" is Purgatory, I couldn't Bare another day of this Wondering why hatred Smokes from your ears Oh It's cruel isn't it? Everything The reasons why I Do you think of me fondly when I'm not around? Do I smell like flowers? Is my voice an abrasive sound? Indisposition begs for my affection When I lay my head to sleep My body longs a sunken bed While I ache from how it tortures me Oh It's cruel isn't it? Everything The reasons why I can't sleep