I keep you in my mind where I keep all my lies

The way you filled my life and said goodbye

All your promises

The checks you signed with perfume were stronger than what you signed with your mouth.

Although I was helpless in your claws

You helped me discovering the worst parts of me.

I bled. My own instability led me through hell

I gave up so much.

I can't tell what made me decide to throw my shield aside.

Cause I keep you in my mind where I keep all my lies

The way you filled my life and said goodbye

You made me feel alive and made me want to die

The way you hit my face made me die inside.

All the nights we spent under blankets that hide the harm we do to ourselves.

Oh dear. You blamed me for having no trust in you

But you gave me no reason to.

Oh you hate me now? You would like to see me broken on my knees?

You can crush every flower in the world but you can't stop spring to come back.

Cause I keep you in my mind where I keep all my lies

The way you filled my life and said goodbye

You made me feel alive and made me want to die

The way you hit my face made me die inside.

Die inside.

I keep you in my mind where I keep all my lies

The way you filled my life and said goodbye

You made me feel alive and made me want to die

The way you hit my face made me die inside.

Your abuse. It scarred me physically

And I'm scared to open up about it

All your hits burned marks into my brain

And then you disappeared without a trace.

Cause I keep you in my mind where I keep all my lies

The way you filled my life and said goodbye

You made me feel alive and made me want to die

The way you hit my face made me die inside.

Die inside!

I keep you in my mind where I keep all my lies

The way you filled my life and said goodbye

You made me feel alive and made me want die.