You ever seen someone layin' in a casket thinkin' it should've been you

Three of my **** lost their younger brother I don't know how they made it through

Cause I probably tried to harm myself so I can see they face

Sometimes I don't love myself I be in and out of mental state

And I won't tell nobody else but with this microphone I feel the safe

Roll around I just need a long get away

Full of crown please don't touch my cup I might rage

I ain't talk to 1K in a while I'm still prayin' for better days

I ain't seen D Meal in some years I'm hopin' that his life is great

My **** invite me to his wedding I feel some type of way

We was young hoopin' at the Y in the same J's

I guess everyone don't have the same attentions as me

Probably why my fuckin' heart bleed

Like Orton voices inside my head

I give out love but get back hate instead

You don't understand its like you wanna see me dead

Do you wanna see me dead

I ain't lookin' for love nowadays that shit be so sickening

I been takin' jabs to the face but still won't move my pivot

Them **** throwin' salt in my name cause I don't wanna kick it

Them bitches say I'm not their type cause I don't do no trickin

I rep 318 proudly but my folks from Mississippi

Ain't no love inside my city might as well go back to Mississippi

Ohhhhh

I I I so tired

Ion even know why I try

Ion even know

I let my feelings go

They outta control

They outta control

You can stop right there

ZG real goat boy