Yeah, I think I'm spending too much time alone, but is it worth it?

All of life's gifts and curses, got this shit reversing

'Cause one moment I feel worthless, the next I'm feeling like the fucking serpent

Yeah

I think I'm bipolar

I ain't gonna get the answers, I just get the cold shoulder

I feel like I'm Sisyphus and this bullshit the bolder

I'm in the same fucking place, just three years older, yeah

Is your whole life tryna get money till your body starts feeling real funny?

You end up in the hospital with your nose all runny

And a tumor in your tummy

I ain't tryna go out like no fucking dummy

I just wanna get high in the country

Life can get ugly, but I felt real pretty

Back when I was living in the city

Yeah, I think I'm spending too much time alone

Nobody on my phone

I take a tab of acid and watch the Game of Thrones

I'm never leaving home unless it's for the bag

Yeah, I got me some money, honey, let me fucking brag, yeah

Everybody I grew up with is having kids

I'm 19 and I'm still growing up, bitch

I'm praying that the next generation ain't fucked

But if I'm being honest, I don't really care that much

I barely got enough energy for myself

Let alone a whole generation of kids who need help

I can see it now, the tribulations of a helpless child

Thrown away and left out in the wild

And I'll be 30 years old in some fucking hill

Far away from Kentucky, lovely living it still

I don't give a fuck about the fame

I just wanna get paid

I guess I'll see that shit another day

For now I think I'm spending too much time alone

Yeah, I think I'm spending too much time alone

Yeah, I think I'm spending too much time alone

Yeah, I think I'm spending too much time alone