Facing this endless hurting

Dissolving hesitation

I can’t hold on to this fear of concerning

A constant fight with the past

Will this become my end?

No,

Never

Not enough

Weighed down

Can’t take it back, wanna change it

A helpless state

Will i find a way to breathe again

Fraud! Phony! Dishonest cunt!

Blinded by insecurity

Little baby, so alone

Tough shit, be better

Such an eagerminded dog, keep running for your treat (‘til you're put back to your chain)

Such a loveless state, run away at a single fucking drop of rain

No more hiding, no more disguise,

Facing the truth, with tear-stained eyes.

With courage as my compass, I'll pave a new way,

In the light of honesty, I'll find my stay.

And in the melody of learning, i compose my oath

No more hiding, no more disguise

Weighed down

Can’t take it back, wanna change it

A helpless state

Will i find a way to breathe again

Worn out

Regret is a shadow,

trailing behind

Will i have the chance to take back my time?

No more hiding, no more disguise

With sorrow as my compass, gone fast,

In my cradle of lies, I'll lay to rest

I'll lay to rest