Oh shit!

New J-S.A.N.D

It's 'Leel shit!

2019 shit!

Ayo hold up

Ho- back up!

Hold on back the fuck up!

It's my **** 'Leel coming through

Yo, I could get a whole lot more shit done if it wasn't for self-doubt (self-doubt, self-doubt, self-doubt, self-doubt)

Got a lot of ideas, I hope to see them fleshed out (fleshed out, fleshed out, fleshed out, fleshed out)

Some days I wake up in the morning feeling like the best out (best out, best out, best out, best out)

Other days I wake up in the morning feeling fucking stressed out (stressed out, stressed out, stressed out, stressed out)

And all my partners like, "What's wrong ****? What's going on ****?

What the fuck is going on ****? Where the fuck did it go wrong ****?"

A **** tryna get some piece of mind

But everybody want a piece of mine

Honestly a **** need some time

A **** really need some fucking time (time, time, time, time, time, time)

You are my storybook girl, storybook girl

My every wish, my every dream

You are my storybook girl, storybook girl

My fantasy, my make-believe, make-believe

Yeah

Uh

Check

Some days I wake up in the morning feeling fucking worthless

Like is it worth it? I really don't know my fucking purpose

Know I got a purpose on this earth but haven't quite unearthed it

I prolly got it deep inside somewhere below the surface

The Lord gave me my calling but I don't think I heard it

Had my shit on Do Not Disturb so he ain't disturbing

Can't put my trust in nobody cause y'all be surface

Been tryna be optimistic but that shit ain't working

That's cause I'm in seclusion, insecure with insufficient funds

I know my journey far from finished shit my mission isn't done

I can't find the willpower to finish what I've begun

Feel like I'm finished and done and I'm not even 21

A wise man said that ego is amplifying security

Sometimes I think it'd be best to live in obscurity

Wanna give up but that would be so immature of me

Facing shit face to face takes a certain level of maturity

This self-doubt is like a monkey on my back

Feel like I'm the man that wear the yellow suit and matching hat

Facts

Imposter Syndrome got my confidence in downward curves

I'm feeling like I don't deserve the shit that I deserve

One minute I feel like I'm the greatest

The next I think I won't make it

One day I might love this shit

The next I hate it

But that's just how it goes

Shit it comes with highs and lows

Either drown in it or you learn to float

And I'll always be

You are my storybook girl, storybook girl

My every wish, my every dream