(I am used to just fuck up)

(Tell my feelings to shut up)

(And I am, I'm asking why, again)

(I'm afraid to fuck it up)

Too many times that I done me a ride for the guys that can't reply to me back

Too many times when a bitch wanna slide with a bribe, can't lie, that cost me a bag

MK things, hotline blings, and I'm nice for what, them sluts got me bad

Now, I'm back on the same old grind, don't waste my time, I'm broke, that's facts

Too many times that I done me a ride for the guys that can't reply to me back

Too many times when a bitch wanna slide with a bribe, can't lie, that cost me a bag

LV things, hotline blings, and I'm nice for what, them sluts got me bad

Now, I'm back on the same old grind, don't waste my time, I'm broke, that's facts

On that work, that's five to one, still got dirt, still fighting some

I've been burned, not liking none, my soul's been turned, my hearts now numb

I've been backed up in a corner, you know what the outcome is

Now, I'm closing off these border, not talking COVID 19

I am used to just fuck up

Tell my feelings to shut up

And I am, I'm asking why, again

I'm afraid to fuck it up

Too many times that I done me a ride for the guys that can't reply to me back

Too many times when a bitch wanna slide with a bribe, can't lie, that cost me a bag

MJ things, hotline blings, and I'm nice for what, them sluts got me bad

Now, I'm back on the same old grind, don't waste my time, I'm broke, that's facts

Too many times that I done me a ride for the guys that can't reply to me back

Too many times when a bitch wanna slide with a bribe, can't lie, that cost me a bag

HB things, hotline blings, and I'm nice for what, them sluts got me bad

Now, I'm back on the same old grind, don't waste my time, I'm broke, that's facts

Asked for help and no one cared, nothing new, there's no one there

Disconnect, we cannot pair, now, all a sudden, they aware

People took advantage of me, that's the last time I enable

Always wish the best for you regardless, just not at my table

(I am used to just fuck up)

(Tell my feelings to shut up)

(And I am, I'm asking why, again)

(I'm afraid to fuck it up)