C'est La Vie (feat. Revs Boogie, EJ & Zed)

And so they hit me in my dms like Boogz we want more

I got a baddie giving top to me until she lock jaw

Top floors where im tryna go

And I ain't seen you round the gang so why you tryna roll

My eyes heavy and my heads hot I brought to life a dead block Rastafari my Nanny was a real dreadlock you ain't had to foot it for like 10 blocks Stephen hawking a we was working for a dead yo

I'm still on my guard when they see me out in public

The truth is my life style troubling

Rolling with this rusty

I put it on my life I rumbling

I'll put it through some flesh I ain't struggling

We need more patterns

I seen what happens when you ain't equipped

It's still on sight cah I ain't a bitch

Pebs by my window

Cupboard full of indo

Bando room and I'm just bagging it with bingo

Im still rapping all the shit that I been going through

And still cutting ties nice knowing you

Still with the killers

Rambos & spinners

Family full of trappers

Don't you know that we're the millers

Me and zed shared dinners

Cah times got tough we got tougher

Why the fuck you think we'd kill for one another

Got it out the gutter

So I'm rolling with this cutter

I seen I nicca melt

Like I still can't believe hes not butter

They know im all gang signs and Melodie's

Heartbreaks and felonies

Rum punch and Hennessy

Im only here for the night she thinks I'll never leave

She wants a good man don't think I'll ever be

Im still on my block if they wanna know

My life ain't a movie it's a crazy show

Zee 21 but in my eyes he's still baby bro

And I remember the first time I heard his voice on the radio

Ive been struggling to feel even little solace

im a 100 break da law before i break a promise

it's a gift and a curse I think im too honest

I can see thru all dere lies I think I'm cursed with knowledge

I give myself flowers I don't wait for offers

because until day u die dey won't pay u homage

 in private I been tackling some bitter losses

what did I expect im in a concrete forest

they been askin why my trust is low for

cah u never kno what's happening behind a closed door

my phone on dnd cah dese days I tend to ghost more

she said dat she was 4 life rlly she's on all fours at da top floor don't be fooled by a hot jawn

the truths madder than fiction ive seen a lot more

I been writing people tellin me dat I should drop more

tryna get my mind right

linking Johnny by da bench I used to drop him his score

conversations wid a fiend it kinda made me learn more

remensicing it reminds me what im doing this for

if dey don't wanna let me in then I'll be booting da door

If you don't love me while I'm breathing don't speak when I'm gone

If the real don't make it fuck it baby I'm done

I want all of your love I won't here for some

Me and boogz will find a way to go halves on none

Everyday that I ain't jugging is like a waste of time

Like I'm running in a tunnel I can't find the light

Some body told me that my trust will be my own demise

The last time I linked shwaty had to roll with my knife

It's real

but cest la vie Cah alive Cah I'm alive doe

Life of ups & downs pain ain't nothing but a side note

Hennessy & women a balance like a tight rope

I know her body well I could draw it with my eyes closed

I had my eyes closed when she said she love me

I had my eyes closed anytime she hugged me

I had my eyes closed & she was on fuckry

Now my eyes are open I ain't tryna hear trust me

I don't judge anyone for being who they are

I can only blame myself for not seeing it from the start

And anytime I'm alone in my head I just hear a laugh

Get drunk and call shawty for that giraffe

That's that long neck

Shawty for that goat throat

Atleast when I'm inside of it

You know I'm a goat bro

Love it when she agrees with me her head is like a yo yo

She just wanna go to

I said baby go low

I know she don't love me but i don't want her too so fuck it

C'est la vie

She just wanna be with me

For what she see in me

Same time don't tell your friends that your seeing me

I'm tryna get round your whole team like there's 3 of me

I don't know what happened I weren't always like this

If the good dye young this my mid aged crisis

Good liquor & bad women my only vices

I told Nina that these gyal are gonna be my demise sis

Where it starts but it ain't where it ends

I made it out the friend zone to say we're better as friends

I just called my favourite ex and told her never again

& she knows in couple months I'm gonna tell her again

See a girl with a man just said I love it when you bother me

I fucked on a singer hopping she would write a song for me

Shawty's man died I asked her stay strong for me

I tell my sister what I'm on she asking me what's wrong with me

Started off good tell myself that's what matters

Rapping through the pain I ain't just tryna be a rapper

Touch family word to bro madder then the hatter

I remember me & revs gave young k a hammer

Revs said it best Cah he a MC on hammer time

I just talk through my pain it just happens to rhyme

Touch one of mine see some tears in your mother eye

Funny how my songs bringing tears from another eye