There's people out there

I don't know if they want to talk to me

I'm socially anxious

So I stay, but I really want to leave

And go home and cry some more

Go look at myself in the mirror

Am I not pretty enough?

Maybe they realize I'm a mess

Leave me alone, I've got a long nap to take

I never clean my room, cause I don't live in this place

I'm dead, cause I know my home is under my feet

I'm deceived and I'm weak, and no, I can't break free

Oh, I know, if I fall away, you cannot follow me down this path

But don't worry I'll remember what you said

About me, and my friends, and how they only like me

Cause I'm carnal and I'm trans

Let this passover, and over again

Let this passover, and over again

Let this passover, and over again

Let this passover

Why did I choose not to go to college?

Why is it so hard to meet people my age?

Why is it so hard to come out to my family?

Why did God make me gay if it would send me to hell?

I just want to make them proud, but I can't even make my bed

I don't want to show you how I think when you're not around

Cause I'm so stuck in my head

This time I try to write some music

Crumple it and then I throw it in the trash

I'm uninspired, unrelenting, driving I think that I'll hopefully crash

I'm unsure of my future

Could I get some treatment so that I can finally pass?

It's weighing on me, my wick will burn out, and I'll finally pass

I know, if I fall away, you cannot follow me down this path

But don't worry I'll remember what you said

About me, and my friends, and how they only like me

Cause I'm carnal and I'm trans

Let this passover, and over again

Let this passover, and over again

Let this passover, and over again

Let this passover

I just want to make you proud, but I can't even make my bed

I don't want to show you how I think when you're not around

I'm so stuck in my head

I don't want it to be awkward when I ask if I can come over for dinner again

I can count on only one hand how many times I've seen you in the last six months

But I can't count the tears that appear when I think that I'm gonna lose you

I just want to style my hair the way that you like without feeling dysphoria

I just want to be a man cause I know you won't accept who I really am

I hate myself enough and I don't want you to tell me to pray about it, cause God knows I've done that

I miss you, I love you, and I hope I get to see you

Oh, I know, if I fall away, you cannot follow me down this path

But don't worry I'll remember what you said

About me, and my friends, and how they only like me

Oh, I know, if I fall away, you cannot follow me down this path

But don't worry I'll remember what you said

About me, and my friends, and how they only like me

Cause I'm carnal and I'm trans

Let this passover, and over again

Let this passover, and over again

Let this passover, and over again

Let this passover