Don't Ask

Please don't ask why I'm stressed out

I'll probably lie and tell you I'm bless now

Half me wants quiet life

But the other half wanna try and be the best out

Got tunes from when I was fresh out

Of the tin can that I probably should send out

Last week I was out in Spain

Not one bit of rain, bare gyal with their chest out

Bare 20 somethings with their breast out

Girl l been seeing's all vexed now

Told her, don't ask but she does

So there's a few details that I just left out

I would tell bro, know he'd wanna know

But I also know that I'd get clowned

They were both friends, man, I ain't proud

But there's no evidence, nothing that can get found

Some of my plans fell out of my hands

And it's mad cos I had them all sketched out

Grandma passed last year

So, I know I gotta live and make her dead proud

Wanna talk bout how I feel sometimes

Then I clock that it's best that I said nowt

I go up north and I see my fam

Then I come back down, yeah, I head south

Got to the bar and I got bro's drink

Then he got me back on the next round

Talking about how the whole world's fucked

And how that I wish I could get out

I've got a mad story and it got gory

But trust me, it checks out

Still remember Christmas as a kid

Grandad had the hallway decked out

Back when I was innocent

These days, jump on tracks and I'm killing them

Know man say that I come from the country

But I'm on grime like man in Meridian

Jump on mic and I might get militant

Yeah, that's me man, I do due diligence

Sometimes feel like I ain't worth shit

But I sometimes feel like I'm oozing brilliance

They ain't feeling me? Cool, I ain't feeling them

Spit bars like Marshall from Michigan

Don't ask why my patience is minimum

People take the piss, times a million

Ain't ever been your average citizen

I don't like most prats, they're irritants

Feel like the day that I'll snap is imminent

But then I light up a bat and chill again

It's cool, it's calm, I'm bless again

Til my mind turns and I'm thinking of death again

Feel tired and I'm starting to stress again

Fuck sake, looks like I'm back here yet again

Have flashbacks like a veteran

Thought I was good but nah man, guess again

I ain't tryna sell my soul or set a trend

I ain't tryna lick arse hole or beg a friend

I ain't like them man, they're too smiley

Not one of them man there would stand by me

If I needed them it's unlikely

That they would be there, but that's life, G

Had to fix up my psyche

Split with a chick, I clocked she weren't wifey

I was feeling harsh, it weren't like me

Friends said, what the rass and cor blimey

Can't test or fuck with my styley

I see through the snakes, they're too slimy

Not many guys alive I rate highly

I don't watch fakes, I praise the almighty

Fuck everyone that tried spite me

It's personal, fuck taking it lightly

Like I'm a tester, pricks want to try me

Give them a half an inch and they'll sly me

Don't ask why I'm not lively

Three hours kip and I blaze bare nightly

In public man are showing no love

But in private same man want to hype me

Swing through life, I'm like Spidey

They couldn't walk a mile in my Nikes

Watched everyone turn on me like Wiley

But I still handled shit, I'm like Kyrie