I gave you my sweatshirt, I kissed it with cologne

I don't know why I even bothered, it already smelled like home

But I thought that you might wear it and pretend it was my arms around you

Around you

I would show you rugby, You'd show me how to smile

I changed your thoughts on guys in bands as I watched you change my style

I just wanted to be someone who you would want to melt beside you

Beside you

I don't know where I am

I thought I knew when the words that I said were true inside my headache

I don't know where I am

Trapped somewhere in between"In Love" and"In-fatuation" that's attached to you

I promised that I'd tell you what's always on my mind

I just forgot some of the good things, they're whispered most the time

But I pray that not a moment passed where you would doubt I cared about you

About you

I don't know where I am

I thought I knew when the words that I said were true inside my headache

I don't know where I am

Trapped somewhere in between"In Love" and"In-fatuation" that's attached to you

We used to share our favorite songs, but now can't even share a glance

Pretend you like the yarns I ramble, I'll pretend that I can dance

Throw overalls, hot takes, and stubbornness

In a book tied up with rubber bands

Blinded by earfuls of"Other Hands"

I'd let you proofread all these lyrics but instead I'll let you go

And I don't wanna lie

But there's parts of me easier to hide

And I am stubborn I know

But I can't be too mulish to let go

God, this hurts me more than you'll ever know

I don't know where I am

I thought I knew when the words that I said were true inside my headache

I don't know where I am

Trapped somewhere in between"In Love" and"In-fatuation" that's attached to you