I don't got a clue

Where I'm gonna go

Who I'm gonna be

When I finally grow

I'm not a kid anymore

I've got my own damn life

But what I'd do to live twice

Oh, they wouldn't make it past midnight

I been seeing with my closed eyes

All the things I couldn't see when they're open

Every memory of me, wishing hoping

I could find somewhere to be by the Ocean

Young and free with the motion

It was stolen

All my dreams drowned out in abundance

I been full of it, but no, I'm full of nothing

Every vision, it ain't coming, is that something

I'm just a kid anymore

Every broken down board

Every hole in the wall

An adult might cure

But I just sit here

Waiting for the changing

Hoping you'd replace it

Just face it

All the blood on my knuckle ain't amazing

An adult doesn't make this

All the white and grays

I'm a Yeti

All the feelings I hate

I'm unsteady

I don't wanna be old

I don't wanna be a burden

All my family and friends got a purpose

I'm scared I'm closing curtains

I just want more time, I promise

If I relive it, then I wouldn't be an object

I wouldn't waste all my time on this music

I would be someone that they wanted

Honestly, honestly

Counting sheep, losing sleep

Memories, Hennessey

Apologize for my apathy

It took half a thought to break half of me

I took half a shot, and it turned to three

Now it's four or more I'm on the floor to seat

But I adore, all the company

All the ants below match my broken soul

I'm a broken boy from a broken home

Make horror stories when I'm all alone

Shout at walls and I'm breaking bones

I'm a Yeti now, turn white and mold

Graying out and I'm turning stones

Mirror, mirror, I'm a tombstone

Who's the boy that they'll never know

Who's the boy with his hoodie up and his face down, but it never snowed

Strings attached but they pulled out just to cover up that face he loathed

Still obsessed with those comic books and those video games but he swears he grown

Mirror, mirror, I swear to God you'll be shattered glass if I see me more

All the past lovers, one after another

All the songs that I wrote, all the counting of the numbers

If I had another chance, I'd go back and might recover

All the lives I had broken, at least my own and find some cover

All the white and grays

I'm a Yeti

All the feelings I hate

I'm unsteady

I don't wanna be old

I don't wanna be a burden

All my family and friends got a purpose

I'm scared I'm closing curtains

I just want more time, I promise

If I relive it then I wouldn't be an object

I wouldn't waste all my time on this music

I would be someone that they wanted

All the white and grays I'm abominable

I'm a Yeti now and I'm never full

Constantly I'm just all alone and I waste my life on this stupid phone

I would throw it out, but I need it

Promote myself and find reason

Therapy for grieving

I feel the pain it's repeating

If I had a fountain of youth

I would turn it all back and make it worth it for you

You need a man who keeps a job and doesn't leave for a tune

Am I a child or a man, I think I never could choose