This pain shii deep i stay strong till the end

when i rap to mic only way i can vent

I'm the voice of camp n my brother look up to me he tryna rap n he can't use a pen

I'm prepared for a loss but i'm due for a win

I'm prepared to meet Carla i'm missing you man

N I barely can sleep at night when i close my eyes i see mac i'm missing you twin

Can't forget about unc can't forget about Chris you showed the mic ian look back since

I was young **** chasing a dream that wasn't even mines I just wanted friends

But ts over cause im my own man

N i can't go back i can't do it again

You saying you love don't ever switch up i'm just praying you stay right here till the end

Where i come from **** don't even rap like me so they look at me n say i'm different

I was like 16 when i lost love i was fighting them demons i just wanted to end it

So you take a guess how i copped wihh that pain

So many nights i'll walk in rain

Get in that stu in i rap about pain

Get in the stu n start talking my shit

All alone in this world where i go for to vent

All alone in this how tf imma heal

Fighting depression wihh a big ass smile on my face you ain't know i was swallowing pills

You ain't feel my pain you can't tell me chill

I can't go back i'm jhi different fr

Im the hope of my trenches the voice of my camp sit back and let lil chris take the wheel