I've been staring at the ceiling

Like it might finally answer me

I've been smiling at the silence

Like it's safer than therapy

I've got new friends

I've got new fans

But no one's reaching for my hands

It's loud in here

But I feel small

If I scream, will someone come?

Talk me out of dying

Tell me there's a life

Even if you're lying

Say I'll make it true tonight

I'm not asking for a miracle

Just someone who won't run

Talk me out of dying

Tell me I'm not done

I tried to write a note last week

But couldn't spell relief

So I played pretend with lipstick

And called it self-belief

I laugh online

I dance on cue

But when the lights go out, it's true

I'm bleeding in

Designer lies

Trying to feel something in this space

Talk me out of dying

Tell me there's a life

Even if you're lying

Say I'll make it true tonight

I'm not asking for a miracle

Just someone who won't run

Talk me out of dying

Tell me I'm not done

If I fall – don't look away

Don't say, "it's just a phase"

I'm not okay – I never was

But I'm still here – is that enough?

Talk me out of dying

Even if you lie

Give me one more reason

Not to say goodbye

I'm not asking for a miracle

Just someone who won't run

Talk me out of dying, please

Tell me I'm not done