I can't describe what we had going it was just a blur

And I don't wanna pull away I had to learn

Even though I said I'm sorry

You did it first

Told you I couldn't ride for you all day

You made it worse

Back home in Chicago

Smoking all my problems

Overthinking bout the times I moved away

I told her would change a little bit more so much that I'm losing weight

I fell out of love cause I feel that you loving me more

So much that I'm losing faith

Want to turn everything around

I'm good right where I'm at for now

For now

Tired underwater I hurt her

All this time took me all the way nowhere

I've been stranded I'm lost at sea somewhere

Found my mind when I lost it

Still evolving

All this time I've been stalling

Our time had moved away it moved away

Distant thoughts inside my head need you to stay

But I only care about this music lil shawty I think I've been finding my way

Say I'm delusional baby whatever I'll get out your way

Wake up

Not my ball so I can't say none

If you want it we can make up

I observe that's why I don't say none

Looking right into my eyes know you making my face numb

Didn't wanna go up to you already know you was pretty I still had to say some

Cut off some people thought they was my brothers

Y'all **** not no fucking day ones

My eyes aiming straight for the roof

Give no fuck what you told me to do

Nowadays if I pull out my phone tell em link at the spot they gone fill up the room

And it's too many women that's up in this world

I do not know who to choose

Tell me I'm different

Say I've been trying

I know I cannot win you back I'm not fighting

I told her would change a little bit more so much that I'm losing weight

I fell out of love cause I feel that you loving me more

So much that I'm losing faith

Want to turn everything around

I'm good right where I'm at for now

For now

Tired underwater I hurt her

All this time took me all the way nowhere

I've been stranded I'm lost at sea somewhere

Found my mind when I lost it

Still evolving

All this time I've been stalling