I swear this is the last time

I'll let you back into my mind

As I stop seeing the sunrise

After so many sleepless nights

Do I forget it all?

All, of this time I've romanticized

Still got a lot I want to tell you

At the cost of every breath I'd waste here, I

Started looking to the window

I couldn't look you in the face this time

I forget it all, I like

Oh, what'd I do just for one last fight?

It's only 7:45, and I'm stuck in overdrive

I stayed awake that whole night

My face is facing where you're lying

I hate to say goodbye and say that nothing stays alive

Until time's passed by, it's still lingering behind like a shadow

I know

You could just give me a call

I could move on from this mess

Try to make it make sense

Or find some good intent

Yet, it shows

Even from so long ago

Separate the space from the rest

Even after all the coalescing

Just makes me depressed

I couldn't take the right steps to make it clear to me

Exactly how I want to see it scream at me

Make it easier to believe it's clear to me

Not really what I want to see to detach me

I only wish that I could feel relieved

Make it clear to me, just scream

Make it clear to me

7:45 and I'm stuck in overdrive

I laid awake at home

I was face to face with where you're at

You hate to say goodbye and said that nothing stays alive

Instead, the time has passed us by and it still lingers behind like a shadow

Alone

And I'm contemplating why I couldn't look you in the eyes

I tried to make it make sense, I couldn't make it make sense

But now I know

I'm in the shadows

I know better than ever

I can't stay here forever

I'm bad under pressure

Awake 'til you call me back