Despite how your feeling, well it's gonna happen again

Despite all your healing, well its gonna happen again, ramblin again

Cuz for it to be better it had to be lesser

Cuz if it was never then where is your nice

You gotta start fixin or else youll be livin behind

Killin your life

The rain comes again and then it goes

If we never had a bad day it never grows

Same from the begginin well then we would never know

Makin sunlight better, so maybe js let it snow

Head in road, feel alone but eventually forgettin,

Let it go, seen it grow, know im rottin but ill let it

Cuz i know it might be rollin out good in the end

Know it might be cold but then i push in the end

Nah i aint sayin u can sit back,

Gotta think fast, or youll sink fast low

Gotta face fact bout ya lame past, woah

On a race man, to deface man, no

A distraction for their abscense where they go

The madness make the balance better though

The havoc when you have it, feelin happiness

But the tragedy, reality better known

The school week is over but loopin is closer

I think bout a thing that aint givin me closure

Im usin mah keyboard, i need a controller

I hate to see more cuz im endin up lower than

People who talk behind backs

You reliant on evil, DMin their crap

You aint saintful, you a saint none, why i say none to you

Painful why im sayin all of my rants

One of these days imma make it and say everything, I get it off mah chest, i get it again

Scared it might be worse so ill say never to friends

Seven of dead, never lament, said to have an arrest

I only talk to 2 in all a weeks,

And weekends are awful to me but all of em awful to we and

Stalkin and coughin on screens and hopin they talkin to me

But over then awkward to me cuz solemn and all em wit glee

i block, it aint awesome to see

Wanna see that 3 hit the clock like mah thoughts,

When that swing hit, hittin their jaw

Vision and thoughts, sick of it talk

My friends never off, but i never went and forgot

Cuz it settle in thoughts

Sorry i be flowin like jid though, mah inspo

Want to die, since i had been four or been more,

Primary kids go, im lookin at mah wrists and these visions aint it woah

"thas cringe bro"

I just wanna hang wit mah friends woah

They overseas or probably just stuck on their screens no

Where i gotta hang, if they never knew mah intro

Gotta to be on top, even though mah feelins been low

I got 5 senses, all of mah thoughts have been reckless

Class prolly talk nice, I've been senseless,

Cuz if i saw mah friend, friendship then red mist and then i see them gone,

Damn i really never felt it

So what if i was gone, im appalled that i even had those thoughts, swear it really aint mah fault

I just twist, mix, thinkin it better than gettin talked to

Man im super sorry, hate that ive been always off you

Lookin at that tree but i never though mah thoughts through

Should of had a fear, but im guessin i was lost too

Always hate to hear when mah friends say im off soon

So dont u start to worry thoughts gonna be gone soon,

♫

I got secrets imma keep until mah grave

And just because it never happened doesn't mean that its okay cuz

Its still real enough, its still real enough, okay

Its still real enough, its still real enough, okay

Just settle wit a flow, cuz i never get it done cuz i got a due date, gotta use it

Fair that i dont got no features cuz all of my friends yeah they barely make music

I wont say my problems cuz i cannot prove it, my evidence lost when i finally left school,

Im hopin its better next year cuz if not then Im hangin wit rope if i lose it

Just know that you hurtin me more, I try let it slide but its urgin divorce

This urgent, this force like why cant u please draw

Stop spendin time jerkin off in some free draw

Damn should i let that slide? man im a beast dawg

Hop in a call and u spend it in meet yall

Last time i heard you were sharin your meat dawg

Passin this dirt then youll pass in your sleep dawg

Whole time makin this song, it was a 'coaster

Hope when i talk, it dont sound like im a poser

No time, talkin to beats cuz im a loner

Go bye, start settin up all of them posters

Over, man i need closure

Already have it but its gettin lower

Try spendin time wit your friends cuz were closer

Pick yourself up, dont let time play some poker

I got secrets imma keep until mah grave

And just because it never happened doesn't mean that its okay cuz

Its still real enough, its still real enough, okay

Its still real enough, its still real enough, okay

My videos less and its obvious

Im still a kid wit some standards that got me here

Im fallin off, hurtin more wit an audience

Thought id have time, was a child, where the hobby is

Copy me, post it on twitter cuz im scared to talk in here

Mark it as read cuz i know that alot is said

Never reply, cuz i hate all em compliments

You prolly know me but never had talked to me yuh

Oh, you think im the greatest?

Bet thats its hard to envision me datin

I love mah friends but mah smile always fakin

Look like a mandrill, not close to an asian

Look at the mirror too much, worry bout things that dont matter

i got some friends i can trust, I'll try to stop all this stagger

Grateful for people who up in my ladder

Despite how your feeling, well it's gonna happen again

Despite all your healing, well its gonna happen again, ramblin again

Cuz for it to be better it had to be lesser

Cuz if it was never then where is your nice

You gotta start fixin or else youll be livin behind, killin your life

Yuh felt as if u leavin me, evident,

Sittin here, visionin at all the little things youve been given me

Minutes and minutes ah tickin, im probably figment a mystery

Didnt envision, i didnt wish for me bein history

Thinkin it aint affectin me, you js want in mah recipe

Didnt really change cuz in mah eyes youre still a friend to me

I would never talk down, thinkin u could get to me?

Goin on in thoughts, man thinkin that im dead to me and

Salarys had to be bad if man couldnt add and subtract

Them posts, you dont want em to lack, you hold and you wantin them back

Whiet room, whiet room, kinda wack

Had to be satirical cuz all you want is laughs

And i lack smile, and lack files, you just want some fast time

You just want a pass time, you just wanna crash i

I cant even think straight, all of you cant sit, wait

Momma want cash and im trynna get my shi great

I got secrets imma keep until mah grave

And just because it never happened doesn't mean that its okay cuz

Its still real enough, its still real enough, okay

Its still real enough, its still real enough, okay

Its easy to give up but try carry on,

Cuz itll get better, its not very long

Its easy to give up but try carry on

Cuz you know you needed, forgettin is wrong

Cuz change gonna happen, but you cannot wait for the happen cuz you gotta make it go happen,

Hold off maybe find a distraction cuz youll find a reason thas valid, so have it

Its easy to give up, its easy to wish for the end but instead you get bitter,

Some thoughts cant control but i know you know better

Imagine youre lover or brother got message that you js been lost, and they tried help you on,

And you dont wanna tell em, remind that you got em

So if youve been down and impatient well then, the times youve been up, itll happen again

♫ itll happen again lalalalalalalalalalalalala ♫

The problem was small, so i dont know why i thought of it as highly

Im not gon complain, cuz i understand if you dont really like me

Its still kinda strange, the way that you randomly left when we right here

But imma forgive its okay, i guess now you know where to find me

That was really bad, im-